Thursday, March 31, 2011

Einunddreißig; Es ist fertig gestellt.

Day 31 - A picture of yourself
This picture was taken since the beginning of this challenge. And since the beginning of the challenge, I feel like a lot has changed in my life. My want to move out of my parents house and become independent has become even stronger... And then my goals in life have gotten confused. For the past four years I've been on a single path: PA school, and all that. But now I've been thinking about other paths, other things that I could do. And I just don't know if its really what I want to do anymore. And on top of that, new views have become really appealing to me. And that kind of scares me. Because they are so off track from what I'm used to thinking. What I grew up thinking. And then you have the whole thing where I can't just make a decision to be happy. I'll somehow be selling myself short, in the view of some people in my life. Again, I just need to move out.

I guess this experience has just caused me to think. I feel like it went deeper than it was meant to.

And then you have my confusion in my life. Its brought to life this:
Rainbows in life wouldn't be possible without a little rain.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Dreißig

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

I love this girl! She's pretty much amazing. :)

Little Miss One Big Mess

Alright, so I'm usually not a huge fan of Sugarland. I mean, I like some of their songs. But they get annoying, quickly. But then they come out with a song that totally describes my feelings. Here it is:


Little Miss, by Sugarland

Little Miss down on love
Little Miss I give up

Little Miss I'll get tough, don't you worry about me anymore
Little Miss checkered dress
Little Miss one big mess
Little Miss I'll take less when I always give so much more

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
Yeah, sometimes you gotta lose 'til you win
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
It'll be alright again
It'll be alright again, I'm okay
It'll be alright again, I'm okay (I'm okay)
It'll be alright again, I'm okay

Little Miss do your best
Little Miss never rest
Little Miss be my guest, I'll make more anytime that it runs out
Little Miss you'll go far
Little Miss hide your scars
Little Miss who you are is so much more than you like to talk about

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
Yeah, sometimes you gotta lose 'til you win
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
It'll be alright again
It'll be alright again, I'm okay
It'll be alright again, I'm okay (I'm okay)
It'll be alright again, I'm okay

Hooooooooooold Ooooooooon
Hooooooooooold On, you are loved
Are loved.......

Little Miss brand new start
Little Miss do your part
Little Miss big 'ole heart beats wide open and she's ready now for love

It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
Yeah, sometimes you gotta lose 'til you win
It's alright, it's alright, it's alright
It'll be alright again
It'll be alright again, I'm okay
It'll be alright again, I'm okay (I'm okay, it'll be alright again)
I'm okay! (It'll be alright again)

Now I could go through this and tell you just exactly how it refers to me... But I won't. Because that would just be repetitive. If you really want to know about me... Read the rest of my blog.



Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Neunundzwanzig

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

This is a great representation of many moments in my life. It makes me very happy.