Ghost of Me

This new blogger format is really throwing me off. Me no like-y!

 Anyways, that's all I'm going to complain about that. For now. But the last time I posted, was roughly a month ago... Which is actually pretty dang frequent for me lately!

But here's my month:

Life... Once Again.

What have I been up to lately?

Well, to sum it up...

Almosts

I do not want to have many almosts in my life.

I don't want to almost finish school.

I don't want to almost be happy.

I don't want to almost fall in love.

I don't want to almost accomplish what I want.

I want to reach that point of finishing what I start. Kind of like an all or nothing thing.

School. Life. Everything.

Well, as I sit here in the middle of the University Center (or UCENT as its more commonly known) with nothing to do other than homework for the next three hours, I am inclined to slack off. And generally that means blogging... Or facebook... Or Netflix... And even for a while Tumblr. Lately it has not meant blogging. But that's okay, because I had a life-type thing for a while. Now, I don't know if you could call it that exactly. It died with the outpouring of dishonesty from people. So right now I am in the transitional point of friends. I've got the awesome ones that I have always had. A lot of those people are getting married though. Like Natalie and Tialene. Craziness.

But, right now I am in my fourth semester at ASU. And I including this one, I only have three left. So that's a year and a half left. And then I will be done with my bachelors... Trying to figure out what to do with it. If I want to continue to go onto a dietetics internship or what. Speaking of internships, though, I am applying for one in Alaska this summer. Its nutrition related, and I'll get to teach classes. But I'll also get to teach sports and stuff like that. Even swim! That'd be awesome. Plus, I've always wanted to go to Alaska. Its on my list of two places that I want to visit. Because I don't really care about anywhere else. Alaska and Germany. There you go... My life would be complete!

So... Internship... School... Explosion of social life... Nothing else really has happened in my life. I mean, the last one has caused the most drama in my life. But isn't that always so? And I've just decided not to care anymore. People are dishonest, and that's that. You can't change someone without them wanting to change personally. Even if they know that they are in the wrong, they will act none the wiser. And that's just how they choose to live their lives. Good for them? But not really, because dishonesty is hardly ever good. But, once you deal with people like that, I feel you come out a much stronger person before. And I definitely feel that I have. Go me. :)

I really am just rambling in this thing, with no real goal or anything... So I'm just going to call it before things get too weird. Haha.