FHE

I've decided that I like FHE. The singles ward version. At least I like the people there. Its a great thing... You go, you goof off, and you meet people. A lot of the time they are really nice, cute, return missionaries. I mean, what could be better? And then you have the creepers that you meet. But I guess those are canceled out by all the cool people who are there, because they aren't all that potent. Less than I thought.

Moral of the... post... I'm going to start going to FHE more often.

=)

Conflicting Feelings

Well, I hate to admit this, but I am conflicted pertaining to college AGAIN. I know, I know, its a bit too late, as I am already attending ASU, right? Well, true... Except for certain places that would be equal the cost. I could always transfer. Lol. Now, no college really appeals to me because of their standard of academics... None that I could get into, that is. And those are WAY too expensive. But there are other factors that matter. Don't get me wrong -- I like ASU, its way fun (except for the going to class part), but I just feel like something is missing from it. I don't know what it is... But it's something. And then you have the horrible weather. Yes, I understand that I have lived in Arizona all my life, and I should be used to the curse-ed heat. But I don't think you ever get used to it. Every summer it comes back, and it is horrible. But where else is there to go? No way am I ever going to live in utah (except for maybe PA school, at U of U). Colorado is extremely nice, but there is out of state tuition there. Even instate tuition in AZ without a scholarship is too much... Ruling out NAU and U of A (as if I would go to either of those). So then you have BYUH and BYUI. And I'm not a fan of BYU. Not to mention that 1) I'm not a minority (specifically Polynesian), so BYUH is out... and 2) I would like my school to have at least some standards academically.

And then again, maybe this has nothing to do with the school I'm going to. It could just be due to withdrawl from the twins. I mean, it would be so much better if they were here in Arizona with me. No matter what school they went to. I mean, I bet I could go to EA right now and be happy because Heather is down there. I wouldn't be satisfied with the academics, but my social life would be completed. I think its just because none of my extremely close friends are here with me right now. And that there is no potential for them to be here until the summer. Its horrible.

And its causing conflicting feelings.

My LONG weekend

Well, recently, I had a four day weekend. Very nice concept, and I would probably do it again. Minus the being sick part. But here's how it went: Skip Chemistry on thursday.... Sleep. Wake up, think about working on my essay, decide to sleep some more. Wake up in the morning, planning on getting lots done... Sleep. Wake up, determined to do something. Watch some TV, go to do homework, but feel cruddy. Sleep instead. Wake up, go out to eat with family, come home, be lazy, and go to sleep for the night. Wake up, to go to sleep again. Wake up again, because its becoming difficult to sleep due to sickness. Take advil, sleep some more. Wake up on Monday, needing to write essay, sleep most of the day. I did go get new sandals in-between sleeping, which I needed. Yay accomplishment! Sleep again. Pull some of Jeremy weeds. Sleep. Wake up and go to school, with a bunch of advil.

College Girl

That's right, be jealous. I'm a college girl now. With the attitude that comes with it and everything... Just kidding. Nah, its really just like me transfered to a really large campus. Now, for the probably one or two people who actually read this blog, I am at ASU. Not NAU. Its kinda sad, but I'm happy with ASU. I spend most of my time at the institute, where I see TONS of people that I know. Its really weird. Like I'm still at Mountain View. With my brother also there. Other than being at the institute, I am on the light rail A LOT. Actually, it just seems like that, because its such a long ride from tempe. But for anyone that is familiar with ASU and the campuses, I have classes on both Tempe and Downtown Phoenix campuses. For anyone not familiar... look it up. I didn't think that I would like the downtown campus all that much, but I really do. Its awesome, smaller and more high tech than Tempe.

But basically, I have these really large gaps in my schedule... Like five hour gaps. Have to do something on these breaks right? Well, the one I'm on right now, I'm talking to Rissa. Awesome girl, that girl. Hahah. But we were skyping, when Steven came up. Awesome guy. But he hung out by me while I was on with Rissa for a while, which was fun. Although I think it embarrassed Marissa quite a bit. Don't know why though, unless she is embarrassed of herself. Lol. Actually, that's probably it.

But that's basically my college life. I don't have a life monday- thursday. Then my life resumes in the weekend. Yes! I love my weekend because I get my life back. I love my life.

Oh, and Rissa has some awesome dance moves. Trust me. And she's a grand singer. ;)